Restless Thoughts

So no, I haven't been writing much.  I really haven't had much to say.  You ignore me half the time, so why should I share my thoughts with someone who's not around.

When was the last time you told someone you loved them and meant it.  I can only get you to say it if I do first.  Gee, that really makes me feel special.  Speaking of...what about passion?  Do you still feel passion for me?  You sure do have a strange way of showing it.  If I wasn't around would you really miss me?  Would you even care if I was gone?  I doubt it.  I really do.  I know that you're stressed and have a lot on your mind, but guess what, ignoring me and treating me like I'm unimportant are just going to push me away.  I guess that's what you really want, for me to leave you alone.

I don't even know what is happening between you and her.  You can't even bother to talk to me about anything important anymore.  Hell you won't even be seen with me after the sun goes down unless it's on a night where you're working at the bar.  Nor will you answer any texts I send you once you're home.  Does she have you under lock and key?  Or do you just want nothing to do with me?  Guess it's time for me to get used to being alone again.